I hate dieting because I’m always thinking about food. I also hate stepping on the scale from week to week just to find that the number is still the same. I don’t weigh anymore. Its just too much pressure for me and pressure just makes me not care about my goals. I’d rather just give up my goals then to be stressed out. Life is too short, not to enjoy it! I love food, and sugar, and all the good feelings that go along with cake and ice cream and cookies and cereal! But after eating them I ask myself why did I eat that? I shouldn’t have eaten that. Time after time after time I deal with this. I always have to pick up the pieces and start from scratch the next day just to do the wrong thing all over again. I am determined to find some peace within myself and find a happy me. I am my own worst critique and I am tired of judging myself constantly when I look in the mirror. I am determined to find consistency and a maintain a weight I can be satisfied with instead of yoyoing. I am determined to set realistic and practical principles and live by them.
Hopefully I can keep my motivation high and stay on an even plane with my diet and not let eating stress me out to the point that I binge like I have in the past. I want to lower my bodyfat and lose a little weight. I’d even be happy with 5 pounds but the weight won’t budge. I have good days and bad days and I working out 3-4 times per week including cardio. My diet sucks and that I have to change, one step at a time.
I have returned to supplement use after avoiding them to clear out my system and I wanted to see if it made a difference in my energy and performance. Plus they cost alot too. Conclusion: supplements really do work and enhance growth and performance. One new product I decided to try is RoxyLean by BPI Sports. The ads are all over Oxygen Mag and it seemed to get good reviews so I decided to try it. So far I really like it. It keeps my energy up all day and I don’t have any side effects except that I turn really red and feel hot about 30 minutes after taking it. That goes away in about 30 minutes. I hope the products helps to reduce my bodyfat that is stuck to my stomach and butt! I’m anxious to see results using the product and with kick butt weight training I’m doing using high reps and light to moderate weight hopefully this next month will show positivity toward my progress. Wish me luck. Hell I need it!!!
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